Most Disturbing Dream Ever

Probably my most disturbing dream (and I've had many lately) was set in Oklahoma at our old house in the country. There were Nazis (there always are, in dreams of that house), and a big green dragon that had taken our land hostage. It marched back and forth between the trees in the front yard and where the garden used to be. I was hiding way up in one of the trees, watching it. Eventually, I escaped down the tree and ran around to the back porch. I was intending to dash inside, grab some things and vanish into the woods, but the monster thing found me. I had to grab a stick and jam it up through the top of its mouth and into its brain. In the middle of this, the monster turned into Parker, my cat. She just looked at me... I realized that she wasn't dead yet, and in horrible pain, so I cried and jabbed again and again until she died. I pulled the stick out and tapped the mangled brains on it into her mouth. She woke up and ATE the brains, and then died again.

I woke up extremely disturbed.

Mom on Ecstasy?

Last night I just had to wonder if my mom was on ecstasy while she was pregnant with me. (seriously, I'm joking)

I was sitting there, thinking about some serious stuff, and out of nowhere, pranced this cow/horse thing - a horse body with a cow neck and head... it was pink and purple and was prancing through the AIR. It pranced away into the sky (yes, there was a rainbow), and I was completely distracted and let myself follow it for a way before jerking myself back to reality.

Nail in the Head

This nail in my head
brings me to my knees.

Desperate weakness...

You know what to do,
how to take it out.
So do it, please.

Desperate grasping,
Desperate weakness...

I dreamt that I had a nail in my head, in a house in the country. Lots of people were around, panicking, arguing about how to get to the emergency room... getting weaker... feeling it go deeper and deeper, staring death in his empty grey eyes, feeling my body die slowly...

And then the nurse pulled it out, leaving just a tiny hole with no blood, rejuvenated body, and a weird, weird dream.